So i have finally found some one that loves me no matter what for me... wow.. i never thought it was even possible for people to do that. He is amazing he treats me like a princess im scared one day he will realize how truly shallow i am and how i dont deserve him. Until then though im perfectly insanely happy secure with who i am and how we are and how everything is... perfection lasts  for very short periods...im waiting for it to crumble like a sand castle when the waves come to close.. it will melt in a pool of mud washing away what once was...

Destiny